13 august

yeah, 2day finally complete 1 eltech exam paper le.
hahax.=D
just now went for a jog arnd my neighbourhood.the route dat we took for our 2.4km run.
kinda of thinking bout the past again.
running wif shuwen they all.
walking together.
laughing and joking arnd.
i miss those days.
i don get this kinda of feeling in np.
though i had lots of fun there wif all new frens but hmmm..
i juz donno how to explain.
maybe not dat close to them yet.
unlike wif shuwen they all, i spend all of my 5 yrs in sec wif them.
we tok bout everything..family, relationship stuff and many many more...
but wif np frens, maybe not dat close, so donno who should i go to whenever i nid a listening ears.
sometimes shuwen is so busy wif her studies, so we hardly tok thru msn.
=(
sadded...
then for the past few days, my pri. sch good fren come to contact mii.
hahax.
feeling weird dat she'll contact mii..
hahax.
but happy still..=D
it reminds mii dat i very long never call jiajia le..OMG.
gonna go to her workplace and look for her..

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still feeling quite empty inside mii..
sometimes i just don understand myself..
thinking back, did i made the wrong choice in coming to np?
if not, i wont have to fret over somethings.
want to fight for the things that i want, but i just don have the courage and guts to do so.
lyk wad sky always told mii, 'fight for it'..
wondering when's that day gonna to come???