8.32AM

APPLE..

yesterday nite was a super long night for mii.
didn't sleep at all.
it was the first time i cried for the entire night.
mainly because apple's seriously ill.
ever since i study in poly, i notice that i've neglected apple.
i didn't give her the attention that she needed.
it was until she was ill then i'll be panicking and crying.
yesterday night was a pain for mii.waiting for dawn to come.
everyone was sleeping and there's only mii and apple dat's still awake.
i went to bed at bout 11.30 but my eyes were constantly wet and wide open.
i realise dat life is so fragile.
whether u're human or pets, u may die anitime becos of illnesses.
i was thinking bout all the possible outcome.
apple may recover by itself.
maybe maybe maybe..
and last of all, apple may just leave mii anitime.
it's always a nightmare to bring apple to the vet or shld i say it's always my nightmare whenever she's sick.
how shld i describe dat feeling...
it's painful.
my heart was aching for the entire night.
i was thinking bout the past.
when apple first came to our house.
she was scared, she hides under the chair.
she was happy when everyone was playing wif her.
i rmbered that i was the one dat taught apple to climb the staircase.
i rmbered that i was the first one dat bring her out for a walk.
there's countless of first time i had wif apple.
have i made the wrong choice??
i shldn't have ask dad to buy mii a dog rite.
if i know that it's so painful when someone i loved is sick or leaving mii soon, maybe i won't have ask for it..
gonna2 bring apple to the vet later..
abit scared of wad's going to happen later.
hopefully everything will be fine.