To: Apple

baby, thanks for being with us for the past 9 years.
it's the best time of my life to have you as my campanion.

you being mischevious, you being hyper, you being happy, you being greedy and everything about you is always in my mind.

baby, you'll always be in my heart.

no matter where you are, be it heaven or hell, mummy always love you.

we always love and missed you.

it's heart wrenching to say goodbye to you, my baby.

even though i cant bear to say goodbye to you, but i know leaving this world is the best solution for you.

leaving this world could spare you from all these torture.

no injection, no pain and no more germs biting you..

i know that you're always around us.

i know that you're still constantly watching and protecting over us.

i know that you cant bear to leave us, i know that you're tearing.

i know that before you die, you must be feeling very lonely and frightened.

mummy's sorry that i cant keep my promise, which is to be by your side and not leave you alone, facing and enduring all these.

pleasee let mii dream of you, baby.

i missssss you loads.