donno why i feel so moody after the failure of my first baking session.
after eating the birthday cake that my bb baked for mii,i told myself that 1 day i'll do that for him too,specially for him.
but everything turns out to be like crap, ever tried a muffin that taste like a FA GAO?
haixx.
my mood's like taking a rollar coaster ride.
at first im damn excited and looking forward to it so i happily shop around in daiso, trying to buy everything that is related to baking.
after dinner,i happily prepare the things that i nidda get and it's the beginning of my first baking session.
my first blueberry muffin has failed.
my mood is like zooooooooooom,all the way at the bottom of the rollar coaster.
soo well i shouldnt get dishearten because this is just the first try so i tried making it again with some chocolate powder.
DING!!!
im mentally prepared to see the outcome of this second try, in the end it turns out to be the...SAME.
haixx.
really no mood to continue trying...
it was supposingly meant to be a surprise, in the end i've surprise myself with my own surprises.
i've cried not because of i've failed in making the muffin.
i've cried because i felt guility and inferior.
you cooked, you baked and stuff for mii.
but i cant even cook a proper meal dat's not too salty nor bake a muffin for you as ur birthday cake.
sorry~