there's this love and hate feeling whenever im sick.
i hate it because it makes my body feel damn weak and it's very miserable to fall sick.
your body just dont function normally.
i love it because it's the only time i get bb's attention.
before exam period i'll long for exam to pass quickly because i'll then get to spend more time together with bb.
however i was wrong, holiday is even worst.
we're always occupied by other things and i feel damn empty inside.
i donno how to describe this feeling but i know it's definitely bothering mii and hence affecting our relationship.
i just wanna be a normal girl, get a normal boyfriend and have a normal relationship.
all i long for is your attention and your time.
maybe it's my problem for not being able to spare more time for you but this arent within my limit.
if i can choose,i'll rather spend all my time together with you.
sometimes little surprise from you can really make my day.
for example last fri, u came to pick mii up from work and go for supper.
then last sun, even if you just pop into the shop with a bubble tea for mii could really brighten my day.
i love you pig.
i know it's damn silly to get happy because im sick but i know it's only through this then i'll get a little bit more of your attention.