11.20.2010

Nobody is indispensable.
Last time i used to think that what is going to happen to me should any of my loved ones leave me.
The first ans that appears in my mind is " I WILL DIE!"
So the first time i've experienced this is when apple leave mii.
From the day she passed away till now is nearly 1 year 4 months and guess what im still alive.
Although the time i've been through are torturing me but afterall i did manage to pull through.
so just now the same question pop in my mind again.
what will happen to me if our relationship fails.
this time round the answer is different from the past, because i've come to realise nobody is indispensable.
maybe at the beginning, life will be abit weird and things may seem different, but as time pass everything will be back to normal.
normal meaning life before knowing you.
After all these, maybe it's true that i have been dependant on you.
so perhaps, maybe it's time to seek time and space for myself?

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